I don't know what's wrong, but I feel like I seriously need to start things over from the scratch. I need to learn the workings of DA from the beginning again, need to rejoin communities, need to get myself out of the hole I created and just...

...find a new place.

It's really sad to abandon this DA account, especially with the deviant status written there as 'Deviant for 6 Years'. Six long years; of course I'd feel reluctant about letting everything go. I'll come back to check this account every once in a while, but I'll be posting new things to the new account.

Ugh. So painful to write this all down. Maybe it's the fever influencing me, but maybe I'm just tired of the clutter. An empty canvas may be what I seriously need now.

If I'm so willing to let this go, why do I feel like crying? Heh.

Sorry for the unnecessary angst.

I have officially moved to *toffeepops