If I smile,
would you drop by?
Sharing the happiness,
strengthening our love...
Would you?
If I laugh,
would you, too, laugh?
For your laughter sooths my soul,
making the universe right on its schedule...
Would you?
If I run,
would you be running after me?
For your presence makes me feel free,
and I wish it lasts for eternally...
Would you?
If I hide,
would you find me?
For I hate to be alone,
and just wait for you by the phone...
Would you?
If I fall,
would you break it?
Help me on my feet,
and lead me across the street...
Would you?
If I cry,
would you be standing by?
To make the tears say goodbye,
and help me s
Walking down the flight of steps so slowly,
I listened to the voices of the morning.
So obviously singing songs of gaiety
as I heard sounds of their hearts calling.
It was dazzling blue high up there
with shades of white and a little gold.
The eye of the world smiled down at me
It\'s like it always does; no matter where I\'ll be.
Everything seemed to be warm, so serene looking.
My lips curved into a luminous smile
and my eyes were closing.
Inside, silently hanging on the wall
was a record of a thousand smiles.
The smiles were what kept me whole
as I continued walking a thousand miles.
Keeping the moments of happiness in me as
If I could,
I would fly
In the sky up high
Wouldn\'t have to wonder why
This life makes me cry
If I could,
I would smile
So sweetly and mild
In the world so wild
Why is it so hard
to let ourselves believe?
Believe that everything that happens
Are meant to be?
If I could,
I would believe
I\'ll do anything to live
Even when I\'m hanging on the edge of a cliff
If I could,
I would laugh
Even as my world is torn in half
And everything seemed so rough
I\'d insist on being tough
Rather than saying it\'s enough
If I Could - And I muse by sirius-angel, literature
Literature
If I Could - And I muse
If I could,
I would fly
In the sky up high
Wouldn\'t have to wonder why
This life makes me cry
If I could,
I would smile
So sweetly and mild
In the world so wild
Why is it so hard
to let ourselves believe?
Believe that everything that happens
Are meant to be?
If I could,
I would believe
I\'ll do anything to live
Even when I\'m hanging on the edge of a cliff
If I could,
I would laugh
Even as my world is torn in half
And everything seemed so rough
I\'d insist on being tough
Rather than saying it\'s enough
I stood here
Waving you goodbye
Blinking back a tear
You formed a little smile
Silent tears
Trickled down my face
The pain was fierce
As you began your pace
You said you\'ll miss me
Every minute in every day
You said wherever you\'ll be
The memories of me wouldn\'t fade away
I believe in you
Believe your words were true
You\'ll miss me you said you\'ll always do
And so I\'ll be thinking of you too
A Departure - As I See You Go by sirius-angel, literature
Literature
A Departure - As I See You Go
I stood here
Waving you goodbye
Blinking back a tear
You formed a little smile
Silent tears
Trickled down my face
The pain was fierce
As you began your pace
You said you\'ll miss me
Every minute in every day
You said wherever you\'ll be
The memories of me wouldn\'t fade away
I believe in you
Believe your words were true
You\'ll miss me you said you\'ll always do
And so I\'ll be thinking of you too
Departure - A Poem 4 A Friend by sirius-angel, literature
Literature
Departure - A Poem 4 A Friend
I stood here
Waving you goodbye
Blinking back a tear
You formed a little smile
Silent tears
Trickled down my face
The pain was fierce
As you began your pace
You said you\'ll miss me
Every minute in every day
You said wherever you\'ll be
The memories of me wouldn\'t fade away
I believe in you
Believe your words were true
You\'ll miss me you said you\'ll always do
And so I\'ll be thinking of you too
I don't know what's wrong, but I feel like I seriously need to start things over from the scratch. I need to learn the workings of DA from the beginning again, need to rejoin communities, need to get myself out of the hole I created and just...
...find a new place.
It's really sad to abandon this DA account, especially with the deviant status written there as 'Deviant for 6 Years'. Six long years; of course I'd feel reluctant about letting everything go. I'll come back to check this account every once in a while, but I'll be posting new things to the new account.
Ugh. So painful to write this all down. Maybe it's the fever influencing me,
I was down all day with cough, headache and fever today. Joy. I was supposed to start working on my DO09 art competition entry. At this rate, I'm sure it's going to turn out VERY crappy.
It's been a long time since I last flirted with watercolor pencils. I gave up on oil pastels as I kept forgetting to buy a new bottle of baby oil :P
I guess I don't care anymore if it turns out crappy. My head is still spinning and it's a wonder that I can still write anything coherently.
Drawing in sickness. Go me. Anywhooooo:
Random watercolor pencil practice: http://wimg.co.uk/3Ch.jpg
And here's the supposed entry, lol: http://wimg.co.uk/hD1.jpg
I'd
I've been around. And around. And around. My artworks are scattered all over place, thanks to those different applications:
Sketch Diary @ Pixiv Blog: http://pixiv.cc/toffeepops/
Drawr.Net: http://drawr.net/toffeepops/
Personal Oekaki Diary: http://toffeepops.co.cc/memo/
I even make use of TwitPaint: http://twitpaint.com/graffiti/adl1na
Crazy, huh.
So, now... Who's interested to have their own personal oekaki diary. I'm not talking about Wacintaki Poteto or the likes, but a personal blog. Web Diary Pro + PaintBBS + ShiPainter + ShaiPainter Pro + openWebWare (for WYSIWYG editor). Open for hosting :)
Awesome gallery!! I found your dA by finding your site (junjou.info) and then your livejournal I loved all those blogs!! I think you're admirable! and have multi-talents